For people I have cared and done so much, in reply I got nothing but deception, lies, hurt, betrayal and pretty much everything in this category.
Whether afterlife is true or not, it is evidently seen that this world is not where justice prevails.
I am alone. Not because I am stranded in an unpopulated area. But because, there is nothing even remotely close to comfort my heart. The ugliness and cruelty have engulfed the surrounding. Sincerity is a joke and honesty is vulnerability. I have waited long and hard. Given benefits of doubts to every possible ways. But how could I find something, that does not exist? As long as they can see kindness and honesty in me, they will harm me in every ruthless ways. They will keep coming back until I stop them. The hope for a friend, a love is only going to drag me down deeper into the trap. Where the hyenas are waiting to tear apart the flesh from the bones. This is a hell. A hell that deceives in its looks. But it sure is, what it is.
Whether afterlife is true or not, it is evidently seen that this world is not where justice prevails.
I am alone. Not because I am stranded in an unpopulated area. But because, there is nothing even remotely close to comfort my heart. The ugliness and cruelty have engulfed the surrounding. Sincerity is a joke and honesty is vulnerability. I have waited long and hard. Given benefits of doubts to every possible ways. But how could I find something, that does not exist? As long as they can see kindness and honesty in me, they will harm me in every ruthless ways. They will keep coming back until I stop them. The hope for a friend, a love is only going to drag me down deeper into the trap. Where the hyenas are waiting to tear apart the flesh from the bones. This is a hell. A hell that deceives in its looks. But it sure is, what it is.
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