"Cereal killer"

Living a life or running a 'for loop'?

Waking up every morning by the same alarm, picking the cell phone and turning the alarm off in the same sequence, getting off the bed in about the exact same fashion,..(not to mention the exact same feeling, someday i will start seeing the exact same dream may be)

same breakfast..same cereal (even the flavor is same) with the same amount of milk, taken from the refrigerator from the exact same location...done in exactly same amount of time.

putting on (well almost) the same (type of) cloths and reaching up to the car from the same side with precisely the same number of foot-steps. Same ignition, same window adjustment, same radio, same roads, same signals and the same traffic..after almost about the exact same time, reaching the office (same one fortunately) from the exact same angle..

In the office? exact job at hand differs..i can't deny..but thats again sitting on the same chair, looking at the same old monitor and bearing the frustratingly steady humming noise of the huge server with infinite patience and durability.

After some variation at least during the work time..and some fun in lunch..its the same way returning home. The only 'charm' being occasional unusual traffic jam and weather..or may be a visit to the grocery, the returning part is probably still somewhat outside the 'for loop'. But I am pretty sure, it's still a pattern, just with a bigger 'wavelength'.

In QM, we are after all nothing but waves of different frequencies anyway, aint we? Now given that..I can still probably call myself alive, can't I?