Fair enough?

Every religion on earth is at least as stupid as it appears to the followers of the other religions.

2012

There is one, and only one goal.

Death

I didn't exist before. It's alright.

Must stop

Continually being deceived by the appearances.

I Wonder How

And you blame me for loosing all respect for the human race?

I Challenge You

My fate has embarrassed me, insulted me, made a mockery of me. It has put in me places where I do not deserve to be.

But I have respect for who I have become. I have never insulted my understanding of righteousness. I have never felt I have failed to keep my standards.

I am a good man. And things happened to me that I do not deserve. If there is someone who claims to be the judge of our actions, I want to see how this is dealt with. You can't trick me. I know in my heart what the truth is. You can't cheat there. No, you really can't.

Love

Love is one of the most overrated concepts of all. It's rooted on physical desire. There is in fact, very little more to it, if any.

Standing close to the truth

When the game is over, the crowd is gone, dawn turned to darkness, soul has returned home and you are with yourself again, like it always has been - what you have is the truth, immutable.

The Secret & the echo

I have to decode it. I will decode it.

When?

Obviously this is not enough to break through the shell. But when will it be?

For Nothing

Strange that the possibility of non-existence after death doesn't sound that much disturbing any more. It sounds peaceful.

What I want the most

I need to bring justice to this world.

Unforgivable

If you exist, you have broken my heart in the worst possible ways. I can't forget or forgive. There is simply no acceptable explanation for what has happened.

Predicting

What has happened and is happening is always the best bet for guessing what is about to happen - not fanciful, hopeful, imagination of a sharp turn around of events.

Comedy or Tragedy

With less and less time remaining, it is appearing to be more and more like a tragedy. Who really benefited from it? Nature, people, God?

Fairness and justice are getting more and more distant from reality - and very close to being a laughing stock. So I am proven wrong, and made failed. What really gives?

Since I still think in terms of justice; the only justification of sufferings I could see is, the fact that it is physically a possible phenomenon. Like everything that could happen, does happen.

I is not what this universe is for or. I is not what controls it. I is completely expendable and ignorable. The value of I is, truly a myth.

The Deal

I will hunt you down, make it even and bury you.

Where does it really go?

Tired of seeking the ever elusive truth, realized that time is almost up. This has been, for the most part confusing and deeply troubling, if not terrifying. What lies ahead is a complete mystery. But it will arrive with certainty. I don't know whom to praise or whom to blame. To be frank, the question of "who am I" has never lead to anything comprehensible or consistent. Could there be anything more unsettling than the failure to have come to a coherent understanding for the existence of the self?

Kick 2

I had let myself down - way too much. Time to regain some of it back.

I

I'm greater than my sufferings. I did not really find the world in a state I could call ideal. But I have a sharp and clear vision of what it ought to be. My inner light has never been deem or weak - as it guided me breaking into the intense darkness outside. My expectations are neither met nor broken by this external world, since they were not aimed for them in the first place. The only true existence I know of is I. And the real expectations I set is on self. There is nothing that will ever extinguish my spirit or lessen it by any measure. I will shine, for myself and serve others, prosper, and rise above every adversary that I am faced against.

How deep is the delusion?