Playing Games

A good sport-team not only plays the 'game' well, but they also 'plays' the oppositions really well.

Elements of my Personality

My mom brought us up with affection of unseen amount. She is so caring and loveable you can’t possibly ask more from a human being. For this unparallel amount of love and affection I got in my childhood and still now, I have grown up also as a polite, friendly and soft-hearted personality. I spontaneously sacrifice for others more than one could ask for and also want the same level of heartiness in reply. I am raised up in tight bound of love, so, I want more like this.

I feel sympathetic to almost anyone and this is coming out of no interest, neither for public display and nor as a conscious trial to be great. It’s just part of my character. I have seen people who are trying so hard (against themselves) to practice philanthropy, but only succeeding in outward display of it, not in enjoying it from their heart. So, I feel lucky that I don’t have to force myself to feel like this.

I am as bad as my company has made me and as much good as the amount of my remaining originality. Inside my core, I am good, but the environment is trying to corrupt me. People so often try consciously or unconsciously to prove that selflessness is synonymous to foolishness. That it’s smart to look for your own interest only. But, I know, it is not. That the amount of goodness and happiness hidden inside the act of helping others could only be seen with an open heart. It could neither be understood nor be felt with hearts that are ceaselessly busy in grabbing more and more.

My thoughts were always boundless and perfect, and my language always brought it into limits and imperfections.

The Sweet Loneliness

I am about to accept one of the ultimate truths of my life, perhaps applied to any others as well. The truth is, I am alone. That external company can never fill up this bizarre loneliness, it’s earnestly private only. The loneliness itself is something one could fall in love with, without looking for any external attractions whatsoever. The beauty of this sweet loneliness can’t be worded exactly for it’s complete, and human languages are not. The closer one could be to this loneliness, the purer one becomes. Free from all prejudices and earthly limitations, this is something that has kept it’s originality since the beginning. You can’ t overlook it, because if you try, you no longer remain a meaningful self, but dissolved and distorted with the vague outline of the external world around you.

This loneliness teaches us the limits. It teaches the right balance, without which we are all emotionally handicapped beings.

Among so many questions in our life - life itself is the biggest mystery. I must solve this. This will indeed be the greatest of challenges in my whole life.

The Silly Truth

We are nothing but a collection of memory with different approaches to deal with it.

God and Us : the essential difference

There is nothing to become so astonished by the level of sophistication and inherent intelligence in the design and expression of nature. The reason is simple: nature is intelligent naturally. The sentence seems very vague at the first look. But, I will ask you to give a little deeper thought into it.

Look, when we call something intelligent, or praise something for its inherent design, we mainly focus on how well that fits to the environment, and how well that correlates to the surroundings. Now, for a natural object, (anything from a dead rock, a tree to a living being) it bounds to mix well with the nature. This is a must because nature has created it from the scratch following her own style of designing.

What Nature represents is not absolute intelligence and probably there is nothing that could be seen as absolute intelligence. Because, the very way nature shapes the universe is how intelligence is being defined. And this is also our way of interpreting intelligence. As such, to term some natural phenomena as intelligently played is not informative at all.

This implies that if nature would have created things differently, a different set of actions and designs would have been seen as intelligent. The crux is anything nature creates and any fashion she employs, it will always be the most logical and efficient system an agent could find in its world.

Suppose for example, many of us take great surprise in the efficient design of our own physique. We think only a very intelligent being could have made such a sophisticated, well-suited well-organized creation. But, stop! Think again! Human body was built not in a single day, but in a continuous natural fashion. It is developed following all the natural rules and ingredients. It still is being constantly developed and changed. And thus, when it looks as something as it is now, it is certain to react efficiently with the nature, after all nature has created it! When you draw something arbitrarily you need not care about the shape, because it’s always the right shape whether or not it conforms to something else. But after you finish the drawing and give it a special name, others will find it that much hard reproducing it in the same fashion as you did. And every scratch of your paint-brush would then seem carefully and thoughtfully delivered.

So, I think thought is not the beginning of creation. It rather is a quality of something that is created, like us, human being! God need not think! He needs to create! It is us, who are to ponder!!

Talking to myself

Am I clear about my Goal of life?

Is happiness my ultimate goal? Can I define happiness? Is the definition of happiness absolute or is it relative? If relative is there any happiness that is absolute? Should I seek it?

I wanted to know about my origin, the creation of this universe, the purpose of its creation and existence. Was it a right thing to want to know? Am I asking a question with answers beyond my capacity to grasp? How could I know my limits? Should I be concerned about my limits? Do I have limits?

What would be my reaction if when I get my answers? Should that lead me to a new set of questions? Can I ever be satisfied with all I know? Is there anything like ‘all’ as I just said?


Am I on the right track to reach it?

Interpretation of "Probability"

How do the probability theories guarantee to be beneficial? Because they are after all predicting with uncertainty involved.

Probability is an abstraction of the actual problem, which gives a higher level view of the system. So it hides information in small scale and focuses on capturing the large scale patterns, if any. This means the results of probability theories are actually not mere possibilities but definite, concrete truth about the system, only from a high level view.

things that worth my life

So far in my life I've come to know about two things I could (in fact I want to) die for. First one is my mom, the second is physics.

Chaos Vs. Information

The difference between a chaos and a piece of information is perhaps, information should necessarily have a repeating pattern, taken over all time.

What mattters...

May be it's not the destination, but the journey that really matters...

The most basic element of Creation

Choice is something that decreases with time and space. Therefore, in the earliest state of the universe, amount of choice was the highest. Probably all there was, is just Choices.

The more choices are made and used up, the more amount of information is created. Every event in this universe is a transformation from choice to information. So choice (available choice) us non-increasing with spacetime and information is non-decreasing with spacetime. In fine, choice is inversely proportional to the information content of any system.

Choice is probably otherwise named as randomness, and it will indeed be surprising to know the whole universe was actually started from something, widely known as randomness, so far. Or to inject some rationality in it, it could be said, randomness is something which still has some choice left within it. Because to me, randomness is not choice itself but an indication.

The theory of everything

This universe is essentially an Information field.

God

well, they say god is listening. But there is a catch if you've missed. All they say is He listens, and what they dont say is God always does what he listens to.

Optimization

Optimization is much about smoothing things out. You always want to distribute some property over something else. So, the ultimate result of any optimization necessarily ends in something that is smooth and symmetric.

The layers of truth

Truth! So many layers! Truth is hidden by so many layers! When I am writing this document, I am pressing keys of plastic that sends electric signals, that is converted by OS, that is converted again into electrical signal and displayed back on screen. Watching my own thoughts ultimately. Mirror of my mind

Happiness

When we feel happy about something we just start to think that this is the beginning of a pleasure that will increase with the course of time and last for an indefinite period. So we start waiting. But alas! We are wrong most of the time. Because in almost every case, the happiness that we feel is allotted to us exclusively for that moment and that is the apex of joy rather than just a beginning. In this way of misjudging we actually fail to extract the pleasure assigned even for that very moment, let alone a long lasting happiness! I am not so sure whether others will agree with me in saying that, happiness as we feel practically resides in our memory because of the transient nature of time. We get only a fraction of the total feelings in the form of present and a rather broad spectrum of it dwells in our mind that replenishes us with a slightly different type of happiness unceasingly.

Does "causality" have a ground?

There are causes, causes for everything we see, feel or think. But there should be one thing that needs no causes upon which the entire structure of causality stands firmly. Yes I am talking about the beginning, the very beginning of everything that could ever exist.

The meaning of Existence

The boundary between the living and the dead is the power of self-awareness. One that is aware of its own existence is one who exists. Trees therefore should not be taken as living being in the truest of sense.

The Real strength

To sustain alone is real courage. A man as strong as a mountain, solid in his determination and precise in his calculation is a man one should be. The ones who succumb to something else except their absolute goals should fail in the end of the day. It’s more important what you do than how you do it. So, one must primarily concentrate on what one wants to achieve in the end and only when the goal is fixed properly should one plunge into the details.

Individuality

Each man is a different new master piece. Each of them has his own set of goals to accomplish and as such one should stand alone amidst everything that might fall beside him.