I have jumped, and then hyper-jumped. I have been jumping so high and so far, I have gone out of the field. Graduated.

Good feeling

I have started to feel the annealing is complete.

The only way out of delusion is to start believing in at least the minimum things in that world. 

Reboot

How many can you survive?

"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my 
contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the 
spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilization should be 
done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, and all the 
loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism, how violently I hate 
all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to 
shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing 
under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
- Albert Einstein

Apple Sucks

iOS 6 has been consistently crashing every few hours.
Shame on you Apple (www.apple.com)

On "The Primacy of Consciousness - Peter Russell"

The audience sounded very childish. Laughing and clapping every now and then. What is this? I seriously doubt their understanding of the lecture.

And the lecture although has novelty isn't very solid. The idea that light is somehow special is very naive. The reason why C is involved in many equations is NOTHING to do with light itself. Light happens to be an easy example of an electromagnetic wave that we can refer to. The underlying idea really is coupled to the wave and electromagnetism.

The central idea is very similar to if not same as the concept that we can't prove if there is a real world or if everything is a simulation.

Hard problem of Consciousness

With life progressing, my consciousness is not getting any clearer. Everything is more and more confusing every day.

Is there a God?

Weak Agnosticism is the closest well-known position to mine.

Why don't atheists believe just to be safe?

Very good question. In fact one of the very few good rational questions religious people can ask is this one.

So here is the answer. First, the position atheists take are not the best one. (Yes surprisingly).
The most scientific approach is to accept that WE DO NOT KNOW what happens after death.

Now the response to the question more directly. If, there is indeed a God that is infinitely merciful towards us, he should after all understand the position a non-religious person takes. The non-relgious person is relying on his intellectual capabilities, his sincerity and honesty in understanding the world presented before him. The most clear abilities we human have is not our mystic psychic abilities but our clear capacity to conjecture, question, experiment and understanding capacities. Knowledge in science is never private and always open to all at the same level. Do we also have supernatural capacities that are not obvious? Who knows, we may have it. But that is shrouded in doubt to be very least. So as a simple human being I have really two options to guide my path. One is to rely simple well understood (god-given) abilities to understand the world or to forgo it and rely on faith that is cloudy and not at all well explained.

To me, it is then, overwhelmingly more probable that, if I were a god, I would love and appreciate those creatures of mine that followed the simple, logical and clear path. And I would find little virtue in faith and such things. Clearly because, I did give him the capabilities to reason things. And I also made the world in a way that validates the existence of reason very very very well. So, accepting science is accepting God in the most honest and graceful way possible.

Now, even if the science were to lead my creation to incorrect conclusions, I would still prefer it by a big margin, simply because the effort is so pure and honest. A student who tries his best to come up with an answer logically and fails is much more honorable to one who simply guesses and gets it right.

If I as a tiny insignificant human can be kind enough to understand this simple principle, then the real God should pose no danger at all to the rational minds. A rational mind is an open mind. A mind enlightened by not cloudy ideas and faith, but knowledge obtained through hard work and honesty. So God will love it.

And the final point is, if the God is indeed the kind that I hope to be, then He might actually punish the ones that did choose the path of believing in things that he did not make obvious. And moreover there are so many religions to choose from. How can tell with any degree of authority that hiduism is better than chrisitianity for example (without lack of generality)? So the pascals wager (google it) can backfire too. You dont know if you are the ones that are making God unhappy as well. And that God could be a God of a different religion as well.

So, a chrisitian or muslim or whover, is in no better position to hope for better time after death. As a matter of fact a rational person has all the more chance he made the right choice in the eye of God.