Predicting

What has happened and is happening is always the best bet for guessing what is about to happen - not fanciful, hopeful, imagination of a sharp turn around of events.

Comedy or Tragedy

With less and less time remaining, it is appearing to be more and more like a tragedy. Who really benefited from it? Nature, people, God?

Fairness and justice are getting more and more distant from reality - and very close to being a laughing stock. So I am proven wrong, and made failed. What really gives?

Since I still think in terms of justice; the only justification of sufferings I could see is, the fact that it is physically a possible phenomenon. Like everything that could happen, does happen.

I is not what this universe is for or. I is not what controls it. I is completely expendable and ignorable. The value of I is, truly a myth.

The Deal

I will hunt you down, make it even and bury you.

Where does it really go?

Tired of seeking the ever elusive truth, realized that time is almost up. This has been, for the most part confusing and deeply troubling, if not terrifying. What lies ahead is a complete mystery. But it will arrive with certainty. I don't know whom to praise or whom to blame. To be frank, the question of "who am I" has never lead to anything comprehensible or consistent. Could there be anything more unsettling than the failure to have come to a coherent understanding for the existence of the self?

Kick 2

I had let myself down - way too much. Time to regain some of it back.

I

I'm greater than my sufferings. I did not really find the world in a state I could call ideal. But I have a sharp and clear vision of what it ought to be. My inner light has never been deem or weak - as it guided me breaking into the intense darkness outside. My expectations are neither met nor broken by this external world, since they were not aimed for them in the first place. The only true existence I know of is I. And the real expectations I set is on self. There is nothing that will ever extinguish my spirit or lessen it by any measure. I will shine, for myself and serve others, prosper, and rise above every adversary that I am faced against.