The Evidence

What if, this universe was, not created by an all powerful loving God - but by a most uncaring and cruel evil, that merely plays with its creation.
I am just asking, because the evidence is so in front of us. Because, it could very well be the truth, the explanation for all sufferings. If we choose to ignore the facts and live in a paradise of our imagination, we perhaps could. But for how long.
The truth burns through.
And it gets out. And then it burns. Real bad.

Essential Strategies

1. The most logical thing is always the thing to do.
2. Never fall into the trap of morality.
3. All things living or non-living, are potentially my enemy.
4. Never trust enemies.
5. Never expect favorable actions from enemies.
6. Eliminate enemies.

The Game of the Outlaws

I guessed it right, but I still couldn't avoid it.
I trusted people. One of the surest ways to fail.

Each and every single creature or entity on this world is potentially my enemy.
There is just one simple rule for this game of life: "Survive".

I have to do exactly that. Nothing less. And more imporantly nothing more.

I have to survive, at the expense of anything, everything.

Sounds reasonable

"You have to believe in yourself
when no one else does.
That's what makes you a winner."
- Venus Williams

Most Intriguing, Interesting

1. Is the world around you real in the same level as you are. Or is it a simulation or illusion.

2. Can one cause something to come to existence. Can you cause something to go out of existence.

3. Why anything exists at all. Why there are more than one existence. What separates something from other things.

Back to the drawing board

I've almost given up hope.
The most fundamental expectations from life are broken.
This world does not run by the principles I thought it did.
I'm Doomed & back to the drawing board.

Freedom, Mine

I let go. I let go completely.
I buy my freedom back. My life back.
At the expense of this day, I get my happiness back.

I win. I win again.
I win my freedom back again.
For it's mine. Earnestly mine.

Core updates

There is nobody to blame. Earthly or super-natural.

The hope for justice is flawed and unrealistic.

Accepting the reality is the minimum requirement for a happy existence.

Synesthesia

It's something we have all felt and experienced at some point of our life. Our brain is an interconnected network of billions of neurons. These connections do not have a sharp boundary across regions that serve totally different functionalities. Hence it is only natural to experience phenomenon like synesthesia where one type of perception (like smell for example) could excite feelings of another seemingly unrelated memories of perception (like a vision).

Antimnatter

News: CERN Scientists Trap Antimatter for Almost 17 Minutes

Is this the beginning of a new era of freedom from energy lmmitations? Almost all physical limits today are one way or other tied to the fact that energy is expensive. "Matter antimatter" based engines could really be the next big step to this regard.

1:50 pm, June 1, 2011

Norcross, GA.