My Freedom

If I have to compete against luck, so shall I. This is my life, and this is going to happen my way.

Another Pearl

Ethics is a serious drawback.

Now

Absolutely alone.

blurry

making sense collapse on itself
nothing is there when we go deep enough

again and again it goes
nearing death

all tangled up, smoky and dreamy
cant wake up
sleeping thousand times
trying
blurred

what gives, rush, impulses drive
only going into deeper coma
inescapable

Why

I sacrificed so much. Why couldn't they return even a fraction of it, even if not by sacrificing, but at least by showing the smallest amount of appreciation?

Even if I overlook my own happiness, what is gained by them after all? It really didn't have to be like this. Or may be it doesn't really affect them so much as it affects me.

Am I so much in delusion? Can I ever wake up?

Ok

"Only those who dare to fail greatly
can ever achieve greatly."
- Robert F. Kennedy

Didn't I say so already

There are lots of ways of being miserable, but there's only one way of being comfortable, and that is to stop running round after happiness. If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time.

- Edith Wharton

Like it

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing. Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.
- Frank Tibolt
All human situations have their inconveniences. We feel those of the present but neither see nor feel those of the future; and hence we often make troublesome changes without amendment, and frequently for the worse.
- Benjamin Franklin

Hard

Why cant I find a solution?
What is the real issue?

Wake up and look around

Contrary to what many scientists say, hell is very real. We are living in it.

How much

O I love mathematics.
But do I love enough.

Rock n Roll

I am all I need. There is no good in looking outside.
All sorts of human communication corrupt happiness.